No words.

I really don't even know where to begin this post. Right now, I feel as if my whole world has been turned upside down, like I'm Alice, suddenly tumbling down the rabbit hole, headed straight for Underland. This isn't the first time I've felt this way, but this is certainly the biggest shock I've had in several years.

To clarify slightly, I just found out about something that changes my entire outlook/perspective on my childhood/adolescence. I realize that this is beyond vague, but I'm not even sure if I am ready to share everything. My mind is totally and officially BLOWN right now. There is just nothing that can be done, except to mull over the information I've been given and try to figure out exactly what this means for me.

Has something like this ever happened to you? Have you ever been told something or discovered something about someone you know and love? Something big? Have you ever had to re-examine your whole life from this new perspective, to rethink absolutely everything? That is what is happening right now...